updates, im sick an broken and bleeding an hate the world yay!

i got hit by a car O_O
as expected it did infact hurt rather nicely

muh moving moneys dying but at this point im starting to question moving at all anymore and accepting my fate in this hellhole since every time i get money together something else comes up an i lose it all unexpectedly </3

everyone's ditching me an bishin when i bish about it D:
its become a "Kürt's wrong an how dare he think that way" mentality with everything an everyone lately to the point i feign enough of a comeback so they don't realize ive given up trying to explain my point of veiw @_@ lately it just seems like im around for ppls amusement as a last resort cuzz they cant think of nuffin better

atm my right wrist is broken lolol so using a mouse is all dun with my left hand!!! there's even a theme song for it
my left hand has a shattered socket for the thumb which has a hole that's currently gushing blood all over my keyboard, its rather annoying =_= ~afk's to fix~

i forgot where i was goin with htis but muh keyboard clean ohhhhh yes O3O
OH right an all that means im unable to do a piece of coloring atm that i wanted to do as a Christmas present for </333

and to top it all that someone that i felt very close to has been gone for almost a year n i miss her terribly ]=

i find myself feeling more and more alone and apart from everyone everyday and for some reason it actually bothers me... and when i try to find an excuse to keep ppl around they dont seem to like it and i have to let it go before they get mad or i make them feel bad an they get mad..

rant done, if it annoys anyone of upsets joo, good lawl xD soz if it does i needd to vent T_T